Just Another Hookup Night

So I broke up with my long-term boyfriend last week and tonight was my first solo night out since. Figured why not try something different? Got drinks, met a guy online who seemed like he knew exactly what I wanted, a quickie in the back seat of his car. No foreplay, just straight to the point, fingers slipping between folds as he pushed into me without hesitation. He was fast and rough, no time for niceties or soft touches, perfect since my heart wasn't really there anyway. Felt like an old routine I didn’t miss much, but it got the job done. Now off to bed, hoping tomorrow brings something new.