Confessing My Secret Turn-on

I’ve been with my partner for five years now, and our relationship is solid. We have a good dynamic but recently I experimented with something that surprised even me, using a toy that mimics male genitalia during sex. It felt so wrong yet incredibly right. As we made love, the sensation of penetration by this device while being kissed and caressed by him was both confusing and thrilling. My body responded intensely, my clit swelling as he worked his fingers in tandem with the vibrations from inside. I couldn’t stop moaning, fully immersed in a mix of pleasure and disorientation that left me wanting more despite its initial discomfort.