Just A Moment Away From Me

I met my wife when I was transitioning from male to female. She's been supportive through everything. But tonight, as she was sleeping beside me, I couldn't help but feel like there’s a part of her that sees me more as the person I used to be than who I am now. We had this intense moment where we were exploring some of my newer desires, kinkier stuff I've only recently felt comfortable with expressing. It felt good at first, but then I worried if it was because she's still seeing a memory of someone else. Now I'm left questioning the depth of our connection and feeling like just another fantasy to be played out.