when my best friend and i got too close

so this happened a couple of months ago when im having some serious relationship probs with my girl rachel. she’s been distant for like weeks, just busy stuff but still. and my buddy jake texts me late one night asking if im free to come over and play some videogames. i havent seen him in ages so its kinda perfect bc hes a good listener and all. we start talking about girls rachel and all that shit and i tell him how she’s been acting weird, not herself at all basically. jake listens and gives me advice but somehow we get to talking bout this one time he kissed this girl in his frat house freshman year or something. long story short i end up telling him all my sexual fantasies, everything really. dont know why tbh, just felt safe around him i guess. after a while jake confesses hes had crush on me for like forever but never said anything cuz he thought im with rachel and that would be weird. we get super drunk and start making out on his bed, hands everywhere. suddenly we start stripping each other and next thing you know were hard as rocks against each other. i mean it was amazing man. we fuck for hours, every position you can think of. me pounding into him with my dick, jake sucking me off. i cum inside him, shooting loads all over the place and hes moaning so loud too. honestly never felt anything like it before and yeah its been rough w rachel but this was fucking incredible. so basically ive cheated on my girlfriend. dont think id do it again but it happened just once that night. feel weird writing about it tbh but needed to get it off my chest i guess. imma try talking to jake abt what just happened and maybe see if we can be friends again or somethin.