Just Got Over My Ex - First Time With A New Partner

I recently got divorced and am currently engaged to someone new. The divorce was messy and it took me quite some time to let go of my ex-wife. She was the only sexual partner I had for over a decade, so it's been a journey adjusting to this newfound freedom. My fiancé is everything I've ever wanted in a relationship but with less baggage. We clicked instantly when we met and quickly fell into deep conversations about our pasts and desires. It wasn't long before the chemistry was undeniable. We decided to take things slow, agreeing that physical intimacy would wait until after we got engaged, which is what happened last week during a quiet dinner at home. She's in her late thirties, tall with an athletic build, dark hair pulled back into a loose ponytail most days. Her eyes are the color of deep green ocean water on a summer day and she has this playful smile that could melt even the coldest heart. Yesterday was our first time together since getting engaged, and it felt like a reawakening in every sense of the word. We started with slow kisses, exploring each other's mouths and tongues until neither of us could stand it anymore and we needed more contact. She moved to my neck, her lips tracing down toward my collarbone while I wrapped my arms around her waist. The intimacy continued with a mix of soft caresses and firmer touches as our bodies adjusted to the new dynamic. Her hands slipped under my shirt, tracing circles on my back before reaching for the button of my jeans. When she started undoing it, I paused briefly but quickly continued when I saw her nodding encouragement. Our first time was raw and real; there were no illusions here about what we wanted or who we were in that moment. The initial entry brought a sharp intake of breath from both of us before settling into a rhythm, each thrust meeting resistance yet yielding to the other's desire. Her hips rose to meet mine, her grip tightening on my back as we moved together. The climax was intense, a buildup of tension coiling in our bodies until it snapped like breaking wires sending waves through our systems. We lay there afterward, catching breaths and holding each other close, still feeling the reverberations of what had just transpired between us. It's been an incredible experience to start anew with someone who understands and respects my boundaries while also pushing me out of comfort zones I didn't even know existed.