been thinking about this lately

so i’m in my 50s and been in an open relationship for a while now and honestly it’s been amazing. freedom to explore and all that. but recently i’ve started thinking about stuff from back when i was younger, like college days and how wild everything could be then. not sure why cause things r great as is. it just got me thinking about group stuff and all the fun possibilities there. i mean honestly the way my partner’s body looks and feels now makes me hard almost daily but i have these fantasies that we do something wild with friends. a friend of hers that she talks to about this sorta thing and who seems interested too. not sure if we’re ready for that kinda step yet though, it might just be a fantasy for now. so anyways r there other folks out there like me thinking bout stuff from younger days mixed with the freedom i have now? wanna know how common or weird my thoughts are lmk if u’ve had similar ones and what u did about them. feelin kinda lost but also kinda excited at same time