Wanted Something More

Had the most boring week ever at work, but tonight I just snapped. Told my partner about this kink I've been into lately, spontaneous rough sex, and it didn't go over well. We argued; they said no thanks. Felt so alone in my desires. Then, out of nowhere, I wanted to try it with someone else. So risky and scary but also thrilling. Imagined a stranger overpowering me, pushing past my limits, taking what they want without asking, felt so wrong yet right at the same time. Knew it was never gonna happen, just made myself come thinking about it instead.