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I'm still trying to wrap my head around this one. So recently got out of a long-term relationship with someone who just wasn't ready for the same things I was in terms of commitment and intimacy. A few weeks ago, I met a client at the gym, we clicked over our shared love of running and lifting. ...We started talking more outside of sessions, spending time together, but it never felt quite right to tell her about my past relationship. Then one night we ended up drinking a bit too much after a session and wound up in bed with each other. ... It was nice, very intimate for both of us, but I know deep down that this isn't what I want either. I can't help feeling guilty and lost, even though it was consensual... It’s hard to feel like I’m betraying someone who doesn’t exist anymore. ... Just needed to put this out there somewhere.