another night of solo fun

i was so tired from work but horny as hell, figured why not. grabbed my favourite dildo and some lube, got it all prepped while imagining a hot stranger, then went at it with no holds barred. fingers digging into my mattress, moans getting louder by the minute, climax hit hard like always when i finally let go. feels good but kinda hollow afterwards. anyone else ever feel this way? is this normal or am i messed up?