Just Met Someone New

I recently got divorced after ten years of marriage. I didn't think I'd be interested in dating again so soon, but last night I met someone amazing at a friend's party. We hit it off instantly and ended up going back to his place together. The thing is, it felt weirdly familiar. Not like déjà vu or anything, but more like an echo of my past relationships - the way he touched me, the words he used, even the vibe in the room. It scared me a little, wondering if I'd just repeat old patterns again. But then something shifted inside me when we were alone together. We decided to experiment with some light roleplay, nothing too heavy but enough to get out of our comfort zones. He took charge and it was liberating - feeling like I could let go without worrying about being the one making all the decisions or living up to expectations. It's odd because I've never been a fan of dominance in relationships before, yet here I am intrigued by this newfound freedom. Maybe it's just about exploring myself now that old constraints are gone? Or maybe I'm just running scared from my divorce and looking for something different.