Single and Curious

Since my divorce, I've found myself exploring casual hookups more openly. Last weekend, I met a guy at a bar who had an adventurous streak. We went back to his place and things got pretty intense. He asked if I wanted to try roleplay as a playful client and dominant boss scenario. It was surprising how much it turned me on, feeling in control yet excited by the power dynamic. The sex was incredible, but afterwards, there was an odd mix of satisfaction and sadness. Mostly because I've never felt so alive since my marriage ended, yet part of me knows this isn't real intimacy or connection. It's just a release, right? 18+