a night of roleplay

i met my partner when i was just starting my transition, we've been together ever since. she's always been super supportive and understanding, even with the more experimental side of things. last week, we decided to try something different. it started off kind of innocent, some playful teasing, but then it turned into a bit of roleplay that went further than i expected. i found myself feeling like someone from my past, before transitioning, which was odd and confusing. it made me question how much i've really changed inside. we're still processing what happened, trying to figure out if it means anything or not. just felt the need to get this off my chest.