Bound on Duty

I can't believe I'm confessing this to the internet, but it just keeps replaying in my head. Last week at the hospital, a patient came in with some unusual requests, you know how sometimes people have needs beyond standard care? Well, she was looking for something really specific. We were alone in her room, and as much as I tried to be professional, there was an electricity between us that made it hard to say no when she proposed a little kink play during her treatment session. She asked me to bind her hands with the medical tape just enough so she could still feel my touch but not move away. There were patients waiting outside and I should have stopped this right then, but I couldn't resist. We ended up doing some pretty wild stuff, all while trying to keep a straight face for the rest of my shift. It's crazy how something like that can shake you up, here I am, thinking about it every day at work. Sometimes I wonder if she felt as much as me or if she was just playing her part well. It's been bothering me so much ever since.