after my divorce

i got so freaked out after my marriage ended and everything changed so fast i didnt know what to do with myself anymore. my ex left me and took half the house i was like where am i supposed to go from here? one night i had some wine and decided i needed a change. went online and found this hot guy about 10 years younger than me. he said he wanted to try something different and have a married roleplay, even though we werent married in real life but that it would help him feel more connected to me. we set up a date at a hotel nearby. when i got there he was wearing this cute button down shirt and jeans, looked so young and fit. i had on my best dress and high heels trying to impress him. the look on his face as i walked in just made everything come alive again for me after months of nothing but stress. we talked for a bit then went into the room. the way he took charge and treated me like his wife, even though we both knew it wasnt real, felt so liberating. he undressed me slow and looked at my body like i was this new toy to play with, which made me feel sexy again in ways that my ex could never get to anymore. his hands were everywhere as if hes exploring every inch of me for the first time. we ended up going at it hard and fast, both of us getting lost in the moment, in the fantasy, our bodies moving together in this new dance of lust and desire. his cock was huge and throbbing, so hard and ready to go as soon as he saw me. i could feel every inch of him as we fucked on the bed, the headboard hitting against the wall as we got into it, my moans echoing off the walls as he filled me up again and again in every position. his hands gripping my hips, lifting me up when he needed to go deeper inside me. all that tension from my divorce melted away with each thrust, each kiss, each touch. when i left that night i felt alive like i wasnt before, like a new chapter was just starting and there were still some things in life worth living for again, even if they werent real but it didnt matter at the time.