My Secret Crush

I've been married for over twenty years and thought I was past all this. But lately, I've noticed a waitress at our local diner who's in her twenties. Every time we go there, she catches my eye with those big brown eyes and that shy smile. It's not just the looks; she has this way of taking care of people that reminds me of how much I miss feeling truly taken care of by someone else. We've had small talk a few times, but I can tell there's no chance we'll ever be more than diner patrons to her. Still, it feels like a guilty pleasure each time I see her.