caught myself

i was over at jamie’s last night and we were talking about our weekends. she mentioned her ex did something that really turned her on, so i got curious and asked what it was. turns out he used to be a teacher too, but in college, not high school like me. it made my heart race thinking about how different the rules are for us. i mean, we’re just dating casually right now and nothing exclusive, but still...i can’t shake this weird feeling