Getting Over Him... Slowly...

I just ended things with Alex last week after almost two years. It was hard but I knew it wasn't right for me anymore. Since then, I've been thinking about the sex we had together and how much I enjoyed him at first... But there's this new guy at work, Matt, who is hitting on me. He's younger than Alex by a few years... I find myself drawn to his playful attitude and rugged looks. We haven't gone all the way yet, but he keeps sending me these flirty messages late at night... It's confusing because part of me still misses Alex, especially when we did CNC stuff in our relationship that was thrilling at first... But there's something about Matt that feels fresh and exciting, like I might actually be ready to move on. Tonight, I'm planning to take things further with him... Maybe it'll help me get over the past quicker...