A Night Of Uncertainty...

I've been seeing this guy casually for the past few weeks, but nothing exclusive or anything. Last night we went to his place and everything felt different... There was electricity in the air that I couldn't ignore. We were drinking wine and talking until it just got too intense, you know? His hands started wandering under my shirt... My body reacted even though my mind was still wrestling with what this could mean for us. Then he pushed me against his bedroom wall, kissing me harder, biting down on my lip a little. I let him take off my bra and touch me... He had his hand between my legs, pressing into the fabric of my jeans, making me moan out loud. We both knew this was risky territory. I didn't stop him when he unzipped my pants either, sliding them down my thighs while still pressed up against me. My fingers were trembling as I worked on his zipper too... Soon we were naked, grinding together in a heated frenzy that felt like it would never end... Looking back now, I feel so conflicted about what happened. It was amazing but also reckless and confusing for our budding relationship. But it's done now. All I can do is hope it doesn't ruin things between us...