..Another Night of Liberation..

So last night... I went to this party at the dorms. It was supposed to be just hanging out with friends, but ended up being quite the adventure. My partner back home knew it would probably happen and gave me permission to let loose. We were in a non-monogamous relationship so I wasn’t worried about hurting anyone's feelings... well, besides my own when she texts asking how my night went after seeing all these people on my stories. I found this guy named Jack at the party who had been checking me out since we got there. He was attractive, but I could tell he liked to play rough and take charge. We ended up in one of the spare rooms and... oh man, it started off slow with some kisses and touching... but then it escalated quickly. He pinned me down on the bed, all over me like a lion pouncing on its prey. It was intense... I felt so helpless yet turned on by his control... He took off my clothes in one quick motion... and... he entered me without hesitation. His thrusts were rough and forceful, pushing deeper inside me with each slam of his hips. The headboard hit the wall loudly with every impact... I was screaming as loud as I could... begging for more... and I just let go completely... I couldn't stop when it was over. We did it again and again until we were both spent, bodies slick from sweat and sheets rumpled in a mess around us. I left early this morning before anyone saw me, knowing my partner would be mad but not caring at the time... It felt so wild and free being with someone who took what they wanted without any reservations. I feel pretty guilty about it now though as much fun as it was. But that night will always stick out in my mind for how I pushed all boundaries and let go of inhibitions.