confession about my secret barista kink

i work at this coffee shop and there's this guy customer who comes in almost every day he always looks so intense but when hes ordering a drink his eyes are like locked on me i cant help it i find myself checking him out all the time even when he leaves i think about him its weird because i am married with kids and have never cheated before but something about him just gets to me one night we were closing up late and he asked if i could stay after for a few minutes to chat idk what came over me but as soon as the door locked behind him i was like yeah sure i wanted to see more of him anyway so we talked for a while then all of sudden hes whispering stuff about coffee being my master or something it made me laugh at first but before i knew it i found myself saying ok lets pretend this is happening he had this whole roleplay thing set up with the coffee and being obedient and listening to his orders it was really hot and intense i did not expect that from him or myself we did it a couple times after that but then i started feeling guilty about lying to my husband who trusts me completely i dont know how long i can keep it up