Why Did I Do This?

After my recent divorce, I thought I was done with the pain of relationships. But one night, out of nowhere, I found myself at a bar with an old friend from college who had always been there for me through thick and thin. The drinks flowed, the music got louder, and before I knew it, we were leaving together. It wasn't just a one-night stand; it felt like something deeper. But what's this about? Was it really just alcohol talking or did I miss that emotional connection so badly? Am I still searching for that missing piece in my life? I can't seem to figure out if there was more to us than just the moment, or if this will be a regrettable mistake that won't bring any long-term satisfaction. What do you think?