Just Another Lonely Night

Ended things with my ex last week and I've been feeling lost since. Got home tonight and realized there's nothing to do but lie in bed alone. Felt my hand drifting down, grabbing myself tight, fingers slipping into me. My body felt so empty and yearning, wanting something real instead of this fakeness. Rubbed hard, spreading wetness everywhere, moaning softly for release as I drove my fingers faster, curling them deep inside until the orgasm crashed through, white-hot pleasure spiking and easing some of the ache. Lying here spent afterwards just made me lonelier though.