freedom tastes like...

so yeah i got divorced recently and honestly i kinda love it. felt stuck for so long but now its like every nerve in my body is alive again. first night was crazy, met this chick online, both of us totally into this taboo roleplay thing. didnt even know what to expect really, just wanted something different from the usual routine. we ended up spending all night talking and laughing and yeah... let's just say it was everything i needed at that moment. woke up with a smile on my face for once. been feeling kinda free ever since, like all this weird energy has somewhere to go now. dont know what tomorrow will bring but damn if i care.