Just Can't Help It

I don’t know if I’m going insane or just losing my grip on reality. For weeks now, every time I undress in front of the mirror, I end up touching myself in ways that make me feel like a stranger to myself. The fantasies are vivid, involving elements and scenarios that I never thought would excite me before. It’s not just about sex anymore; it’s about control, dominance, submission, things that terrify and exhilarate me equally. Why am I suddenly obsessed with these dark corners of my sexuality? Am I the only one who experiences such intense shifts in their desires this drastically?