Engaged...

So I got engaged last month... my partner is great, but the whole thing kinda feels like a step into some kind of adult life I'm not totally ready for. We went on this fancy dinner and everything felt super formal. I just couldn't stop thinking about how it used to be so easy to laugh and joke around without all these labels hanging over us... But we're doing okay, I guess. It's been a month now and things are still going well... just different? And there’s this weird sexual tension building up too, but not in the usual fun way. More like it’s making everything more complicated. ...