Unexpected Solo Time Post-Divorce

After my recent divorce, I found myself alone in the house where I used to share everything with my ex. Tonight, for reasons that still puzzle me, I ended up exploring an unfamiliar side of solo pleasure. It wasn't something I often indulged in during our marriage; it felt odd yet oddly comforting. My curiosity got the better of me, and before long, I was lost in a fantasy about us still being together but with a new twist, something we never tried before because he didn’t like it much. It left me wondering if this is a healthy way to cope with the end of my marriage or just another symptom of the turmoil inside me.