... A Moment Of Vulnerability ...

I met Sarah when I was 20, before I fully understood who I am. We've been together for five years now, and she's always been supportive of me transitioning. But lately, there's this gap between us. Tonight, we decided to try something different... I wanted to be vulnerable, to share my deepest desires with her. So, when we started... she was tentative at first. But as the night wore on, and I guided us both into more explicit territory, touching each other in ways that were new and yet so familiar. The way her fingers traced over me... It was all so intimate, but there's this nagging feeling of 'what if?' even now. I want to be who she needs, the person we both desire, but sometimes it feels like a far-off dream...