Secret Sketches of Desire

I never imagined I'd become someone who sketches scenes of kink. It started as a way to explore my fantasies privately, but lately, it feels like an addiction. My partner knows we have different boundaries when it comes to this kind of thing and they've been supportive, but every time I look at those pages, I feel a mix of shame and arousal. Last week, I even drew us in one of the scenarios, knowing we could never act on it makes it worse, but also better somehow.