Lost My Innocence Too Soon

I never thought I'd feel this way after my divorce. We were married for years, but now that we're apart, the freedom has led me down a path of temptation and desire with someone else. It's not like I suddenly started seeing other people right away, it took time, a lot of it, but eventually, one night, the loneliness became too much. She was a stranger at first, just another bar patron, but we connected over drinks and ended up back at her place. The physical intimacy that followed...it felt wrong in every sense because of who I am now and what's behind me, yet so right in others. It's like an echo of my past mistakes playing out all over again.