My Secret S&M Night

I recently got divorced and have been struggling with adjusting to being single again. One night, I found myself drawn to an online ad for a discreet S&M event at a local club. Despite never having tried it before, something about the atmosphere was magnetic. When I arrived, there was this guy in full leather gear who looked like he could be a model. We ended up playing some light bondage and roleplay. It felt surprisingly freeing but also a bit scary. Am I just seeking an escape from my recent breakup? Is it normal to suddenly develop new sexual interests?