quick hook up

got divorced from my spouse couple months back and still trying to figure everything out. met this guy at a bar, we were both pretty wasted. he was cute enough but i knew better than this shit. went home with him anyway cause the loneliness felt overwhelming that night. didn't talk much just got it over with real quick in his bed. couldn't even make eye contact by morning. feels bad but also relieved somehow to get it out of my system