My Secret Fantasy While Caring For My Kids

I’ve always considered myself a pretty conventional person when it comes to my sex life. Being married and having kids with my partner has been the plan, but lately, I’ve found myself thinking about something different and rather taboo. It started as just curiosity, maybe it was reading too much or watching some steamy scenes that caught my interest, but now these thoughts linger on a daily basis. I’ve started imagining scenarios where my husband isn’t around, and I’m being tended to by someone else, not romantically but in a completely different role-playing way. It feels wrong because I love my family, yet the thrill of this taboo fantasy is hard to ignore. How common is it for a parent to have fantasies that feel so far from their everyday reality? Is there something unhealthy about what I’m feeling?