Exploring My Secret Kink Tonight

I never thought I’d find myself craving this kind of thing, but here we are. My partner doesn’t share my taste for dominance and submission, so tonight I booked a room at the local BDSM club to explore it on my own terms. The moment I entered the room, there was an intense electric charge in the air. A seasoned dominatrix greeted me, her eyes locking onto mine with a knowing smile. She led me into a dimly lit chamber where she stripped me down and secured my wrists above my head. Every command she gave sent shivers through my body, from 'kneel and kiss these boots' to 'bend over the bench.' As she spanked me gently at first, then harder, my arousal peaked with each strike against my skin. Her fingers slipped inside me without warning, teasing until I was begging for more. Then came the vibrator, pulsing deep inside as her hand massaged my clit in perfect rhythm. The raw sensations were overwhelming, but incredibly exhilarating. Is this normal? Should I talk to my partner about it?