Post-Divorce Experimentation

So I got divorced a few months back and have been feeling pretty okay about it. Not thrilled or anything, but definitely not sad either. But the thing is, I've started this weird experiment with dating apps, trying to explore what I really want in a relationship now that I'm solo. Last night was a particularly interesting one because of a date with someone who's all about roleplay and kinky stuff. We talked it through, everything consent-based, but I ended up playing the 'damsel in distress' type of thing, totally safe limits set beforehand, and let him take care of me for an evening. It was surprisingly liberating and made me wonder if there's more to this side of things than I thought. Anyway, no big deal really, just a story worth sharing.