So Last Week...

Hey guys, so last week was just one of those weeks right? Yeah, I got dumped by my girlfriend who's been seeing a different personal trainer for months. She finally broke it off and said she needs space from me too. ...Anyway, we were supposed to go away together for the weekend but instead... well, let's just say she had other plans with her new 'trainer'. Can you believe that? So I was all alone at home with my laptop late one night when this guy I know calls and invites me over... He's in his twenties and he’s a bit of an oddball but we’ve always been friends. We end up playing this weird role-play game where I'm training him to be a bodybuilder, you know how it is. ...The thing is, he starts talking about these really wild fantasies involving stuff that crosses the line but in a consensual way as part of our roleplay. At first I’m like... what? But then it gets kinda fun and sexy and we end up having this intense session where I'm pushing him to his limits both physically and emotionally. ...It was definitely out of my comfort zone and now I can’t stop thinking about how weirdly liberating it felt, even though I know I shouldn’t be getting into these kinds of games after a breakup like mine. It’s confusing but also kind of exciting...