i did something i know is bad but felt so good

so last weekend i snuck into my best friend jake's house while he was away. we're not dating or anything, just friends for years. i got really turned on thinking about him and wanted to see his room again, so i broke in through a window at night. i explored his stuff, touched his clothes, even sniffed some dirty underwear that smelled like him. felt so naughty but also right. definitely crossed a line but can't stop thinking about doing it again.