...Experimenting with Uncertainty...

So last week, I decided to push my limits... I met this guy at a gallery opening... we bonded over our love for surrealist art and photography... We exchanged numbers... The next day, he suggested we meet in a hotel room for something 'special'... I agreed... He had these elaborate setups with blindfolds, ropes, and all sorts of toys... It was intense... So much sensation overload... My body responded to his control... In the end, it felt like I let go of everything... Like I didn't know who I was anymore... This guy... just told me what to do... Does this happen often? Is it normal for someone at my age...?