...Last Night's Mistake...

I've been working from home for over two years now, and most days I'm fine with the solitude. But last night... it was just too much to handle. I had a video call all day with clients, and by the time I finished at midnight, I was so tired but couldn't sleep. Then I got this craving... I don't know what came over me. There's this one website that offers live sex shows... usually I just watch something educational or listen to podcasts late at night. But last night, I ended up chatting with someone... a performer who did a show for me. It felt so wrong and taboo, even though everything was consensual and adult. Now every time I go into my office, I feel dirty and ashamed. Like this part of my personality is hidden away, never to be seen again...