...Sometimes I Wonder...

I've been married for over ten years now, and we have this thing where sometimes...we indulge in a bit of roleplay. It started as a way to spice things up, but it's become more than that. Like today, she came home with this leather corset...and the look in her eyes was something else. We went straight into our bedroom and I could see she wanted to play the submissive, which isn't typical for her, usually, we switch it up or go back-and-forth depending on the mood. It's always consensual though, so I put on my game face and got ready to direct things... ...but then something happened. The moment felt different; she looked at me with such a desire that it made me question everything. Afterward, when we were catching our breath, she whispered that she's always wanted someone more experienced to guide her in these games. That left me thinking all night about whether I should find another partner...but then, I thought maybe she just needs more confidence from me, and there are plenty of ways to do that without stepping outside the marriage. Sometimes you have to be honest with yourself though...