Just Released from My Ex's Embrace

Got out of my divorce just last week. Felt this strange urge to test the waters right away. Called a random local escort, more for companionship than anything else I thought. We had dinner, talked... Then it hit me hard in the bedroom. She was so willing and skilled. It felt like a long-lost pleasure. But afterward, I realized how much my ex's control over sex had left me craving freedom. Now I wonder if this craving will fade back into doubt once she's out of sight.