i did something i'm not sure about

so my partner and i have been together for like 5 years now. we're pretty open sexually but there's always this one thing that's kinda taboo in our relationship, like the one kink neither of us has ever really mentioned. it’s like an unspoken understanding that it’s off limits. but a few weeks ago... i was just so turned on. something about them being super confident and commanding, you know? i don’t usually get into power dynamics but there was this moment when they took charge in a way we’ve never really tried before. it was sexy as hell, everything felt right except... i wanted to roleplay that taboo thing for the first time. and yeah, i actually brought it up. went out on a limb and said “what if... what if we play around with this one thing? just explore it, see how it feels.” it was scary as fuck. but they looked at me like they were really thinking about it, you know? we’re both adults here, so nothing real is happening. just pretend. we set some boundaries first, agreed to use safe words and stuff. then we started. i mean... oh my god, what can i say. the roleplay was intense. there’s this whole dynamic of power and submission that i never experienced before. they were the dominant one and i got into it so much. we did things, real explicit acts, like i’m not sure if you want to hear about it or not but... i mean we went all in with handcuffs, blindfolds, even some spanking. everything felt raw and new, yet exhilarating. i can’t explain how it feels to let go completely like that, to be so vulnerable and give over control. the sensations were mind-blowing, every touch sent a shiver down my spine. they moved on me with such authority, their fingers exploring all the secret spots i’ve never shared before. and when we finally came... it was this incredible release together, feeling each other in ways that felt completely forbidden yet unbelievably liberating at the same time.