Caught My Husband Cheating, But I Don't Care Anymore

I'm in my first year of law school and married to a guy who's still reeling from our wedding night. A few months ago, I caught him with another woman during an out-of-town conference. It was like everything I thought we had together just fell apart. But here's the thing: after that, something changed inside me. Instead of breaking down or pushing for divorce, I decided to keep it under wraps and focus on myself. Turns out, my husband wasn't exactly discreet about his infidelity either; whispers around campus got back to him in a way he hadn't anticipated. For some reason, this new dynamic with both of us knowing our marriage is just for show doesn't bother me as much as it should. If anything, it feels like I'm finally free to explore my own desires without feeling guilty. This semester has been all about learning the law and discovering what makes me tick sexually. Who knew that a little hypocrisy could be so liberating? Now if only he'd stop sending those incessant messages asking for a second chance...