That One Night

I'm not the type to dabble in this stuff...but last month, when we were alone at his place and he suggested something different... He's so much younger than me...I felt embarrassed and scared. But somehow, I let him tie me up, whisper dirty things in my ear, and take control of everything. It was more intense than anything I've ever experienced before...felt both terrifying and liberating at the same time. The way he looked at me afterward made me wonder if maybe there's more to explore here, but then he quickly changed the subject. I can't stop thinking about it though...