I Struggled With a Secret Crush at Work

Ever since I started working as a bartender at this local pub, there's been someone who has caught my eye. It’s not just the usual friendly attraction, it feels deeper than that, and lately, it’s become really hard to ignore. She’s around in her early thirties, and every time she walks into the bar with those piercing green eyes of hers, I can’t help but feel a flutter in my stomach. We’ve had some conversations where I tried to talk casually about work stuff or life, and each time, there's this unspoken tension between us that makes me blush. The worst part is knowing it’s just professional for her, she’s engaged, and I’ve never seen any signs of reciprocation from her side. It feels so wrong to have these thoughts when she already has someone else in her life, but the desire won’t go away.