I Fantasized About My Tutor While We Studied Together

I've been trying to figure out how to write this confession for days now. I know it might sound weird or even a little creepy, but the truth is, every time my tutor came over, my mind would slip into some very naughty territory. He's a smart guy in his early thirties with an easy smile that turns me on more than I'd like to admit. We've been working together for weeks now and he's always so professional. But there were times when the way his hand moved over his notes, or how he leaned back in my chair, would trigger this overwhelming urge within me. I fantasized about pressing him against the wall, kissing him fiercely as our tongues danced, feeling his hardness growing against me. I imagined myself slipping a hand inside his pants and stroking him until we were both gasping for air. It's crazy how much my mind wanders when he’s around. Sometimes it feels like I'm not even studying, but just waiting for the moment to act on these fantasies. I know it's wrong, but every time I feel those urges building up inside me, I have to fight back a moan. It’s gotten so bad that sometimes my mind goes blank when he explains something and all I can think about is how badly I want him.