Felt Like I Was Alone in the World During Our Session

I was sitting alone in my apartment after another lonely night of studying when the urge hit me again. My heart felt heavy, but there wasn't anyone to turn to for comfort, so I turned to what always helped before: a phone number that connected me with an anonymous partner who could help me forget my loneliness for a while. She's in her twenties, and she has this knack for making you feel wanted, even when you're just talking to her online. Tonight, I was more explicit than usual, telling her everything I needed, feeling vulnerable yet strangely powerful as the words left my mouth. The connection between us intensified as we got into it, describing each touch in painstaking detail, from the way she moved over me, her weight pressing against me, to every inch of skin that made contact. Her fingers found their way inside me without a moment's hesitation, and I felt myself shiver as she touched me where no one else ever had. The intensity was overwhelming, but in those moments with her, my loneliness melted away. It's hard admitting this, but for someone who values independence so much, sometimes all I want is to feel desired and connected, just for a little while.