A Secret Late-Night Experiment

I've been curious about kink roleplay for a while now, but I never imagined it would happen in my own home one night. Last week, after having another late-night drink with friends, I decided to give myself a little experiment: I put on a blindfold and played the part of an obedient partner, imagining someone else was there giving me orders. It felt strangely exhilarating to relinquish control like that, and it made me feel things about myself and my desires that I'd rather not admit in public. The guilt crept up on me later, was this just a symptom of too much alcohol or something deeper? Am I really comfortable with these feelings now that the buzz has worn off? It's been eating at me ever since, wondering what this could mean for future relationships.