Just Another Day in the Life

I got divorced about three months ago. It was one of those quiet breakdowns where you just stop trying to keep up appearances and your partner notices, but by then it's too late for anything meaningful. This week at work has been especially dull. Nothing much happens around here anymore. Yesterday during lunch I ran into a colleague from another department who used to be friends with my ex-husband. He gave me this awkward knowing look that made me feel like everyone knows and is talking about it behind my back. It's weird, because we haven't really socialized at all in years. Anyway, later after work I swung by a strip club just to blow off some steam, nothing too crazy or out of the ordinary for me these days, you know? Just something different from usual monotony. The dancers there are quite good though, better than those cringey pole dancing classes my ex forced us to take as 'couples therapy'. So yeah, another uneventful week. I don't even remember why I'm writing this other than feeling kind of empty and aimless lately.