i guess this is where we are

me and jane have been doing the open thing for a few months now. it was so freeing at first but i dont know, its kinda lonely. last night i went to some club with a friend, totally platonic, but i met someone there. we clicked pretty well and ended up going back to their place. didnt do much you know, just cuddled and talked for hours. the intimacy of it felt good, like someone got me in ways jane never has lately. its all so complicated though, dont wanna hurt anyone but also need to feel alive sometimes.