i finally did it

so i was married to this guy for 35 years and we had two kids together and everything seemed fine but lately he just got so boring and predictable, like the spark went outta us long ago. every time we tried something new he'd say no or be too busy watching sports. our sex life became nonexistent basically. i felt trapped and unloved and it was killing me inside. then last month i met this guy at a friends birthday party, just small talk over drinks but his eyes had this spark like my husbands never did anymore. we exchanged numbers right there and talked late into the night. he'd text me funny gifs all day long, making me laugh even when everything else was dull. he asked me out to dinner last week and i knew it was a bad idea but said yes anyway. he took me to this fancy restaurant downtown with candles everywhere and soft music playing, not like anything my husband would do. we were getting more and more comfortable as the night went on and just before leaving he asked if i'd want to go back to his place for coffee or something. i was so nervous but also really excited. we kissed in his living room first then he led me to the bedroom where it happened. it felt amazing, like fireworks going off inside me and every touch sent shivers down my spine. we talked about keeping things discreet since we both have families but i think that's gonna be hard. i'm not sure what will happen from here but for now i just feel alive again.